don't drink water

fish have sex in it.
I hate it when people say that. Don't they know that fish don't even have sex. ARGHHHHH. This bothers me.

So today they did another one of those things in my English class. The ones where they have kids from the school get together and give them a grant to make shirts and buy pencils and stuff that say "Hugs not Drugs" and the like. Well I was actually surprised by a few of the people this time. One kid, who I thought I knew pretty well, blew me out of the water by telling the story of his alcoholic father, and how it caused him to turn to alcohol. HE got emotional near the end after he finally said "I hate my dad." and it got even worse when he ended with "I haven't been happy, I don't know how to be happy, but I will be someday." Lets just say, i bawled. And he is one of those kids that is always smiling, always says hi, always has a joke to tell. Now that I know it's an act, I... I don't know. I really can't describe how I feel.

Sometimes on these days, I wish I was a part of that. I wish I was one of those people who have the guts to stand up in front of a class and spill their personal life. I know thats weird, and kind of wrong to want that, but it's just that want to make an effort to help kids in the future know how messed up they can get. But really, I thank god that my family doesn't have any of those kinds of problems. I am so, so, so lucky, and yet I wish I had gone through something that I could use to help people in the future.

Ok, that was pretty deep. Let's lighten it up, shall we?



I must say, that those are some interesting stats. The majority of my viewers are 35-45 year old males. I am also popular with the 0-18 set. I have nothing against 35-45 year old males, except the fact that they are about 20 years older than me, and yeah. You get the picture. Tex flipped out a bit when I showed her.

Also interesting: I have lost popularity in the UK over my year on YouTube. This is sad because I love the UK (as you will know if you have seen my old, old, old videos, where i sported a fake british accent. Oh the good old days...).

In other news: I am prety sure that I will go backpacking through Europe sometime around my college years. Just because I NEED to. Need is the only word that fits my longing want to do it. But this is of corse, if I have enough cash, and my parents aprove. Urgh, cash is not my strong point.

YAY! someone is talking to me on MSN. My life just got a little better.

Chow babe.

Indiana Jones 4

Boh3m3 didn't like it. So now I'm afraid of seeing it. I seem to trust his opinion more than most people I actually know. Just lik how I agree with just about everything Buck (What the Buck Show) says. Hmmmm... I think I've got a case of YOUTUBEMITIS (uncontrolable urge to agree with everything YouTubers say).

School was just school. We preformed our play in drama and the teacher like it. I have this really sad monologue and it totaly kills the whole Mean Girl vibe I send out the whole play. Oh well, I got some major AWWWWWWW!

I'm going to go mess around on my myspace. Sorry for the craptasticness of this blog.

so yeah

I didn't really get anything done today. Unless you count making a really hideous robot mask for English. Well, then again, most of my homework was done last night. Homework in general is just stupid. With a capital S. Stupid.

Posted a new video today. You probably saw that if you're reading this. I messed around with the editing aspect of it, so most of it is really close up. I have to admit I was trying to be Littleradge (who is awesome. if you aren't subscribed to him, do it now, this blog can wait.).

I was making corn bread and mom walks into the kitchen and says, "You know what we were supposed to do today?" and I play dumb and say no, so she goes "We were supposed to go shopping. But I don't feel like shopping today." And I just had to say, "Oh, yeah, me either." So no cute new clothes. My mother actually went as far as to ask me, to ask Tex to teach me how to dress like a girl. It's not my fault I don't own anything summer-y. Then again, I could rethink wearing my brother's shorts....

I messed around on The Sims 2 again today, attempting to create a West Highland White Terrier. It didn't work out all that well. I'm not a big fan of what the little dogs look like, they all look like puppies, even if they are old. I haven't bred any little dogs yet, so I don't know how little their puppies are. Oh dear, I'm getting boring.

I still need questions for my questions video. Like soon. So I can be like all of the Tubers I adore.

Now it is time to go off and eat something that will not be healthy to me in any way whatsoever.

Cheers.

Aahhh. And stuff.

Jeez. If I make another blog, you guys need to send me to a blog-addicts clinic. I don't even post on them that much, I just make them when i feel inspired. Well whatever. As long as I get some support for you guys, I'll hopefully make blogging a near daily thing.

Today was pretty crap. I was planning on getting all my homework done and working out so that tomorrow is free for shopping and hanging out with Tex. But instead I watched Gilmore Girls season one on DVD and generally did nothing. Created a new myspace and blog (duh) and Twitter. And did a little bit of 'nearly 200 subbers' happy dancing. But I do that anyways. Good news is that my Sim, Rebecca, now owns a buisness that doesn't sell anything. I thought real-estate would be a good buisness for her. But they do NOTHING. At least the uniform is cute.

I should get to bed because I want to actually do my homework tomorrow and go to the mall. Love Culture just opened and I hear it is AMAZING.

Hopefully you won't hear from me tomorrow. I'll be too busy shopping and studying.
Maybe I'll get something cute and post a picture. Hmmmmm....