I realized some things today. And it wasn't my usual soul searching, it was just random thought throughout the day adding up.
Lets go from the beginning. My day started with Ben(1107) telling me that I am beautiful. You can imagine it was a good way to start the day. The fact that we are a bazillion miles away makes me sad, but I get over it when I realise he wouldn't be as 'into' (i use the term lightly) me if we knew each other IRL. Sigh.
But I watched a lot of TV today (YAY FITNESS.) and ate a good bunch of candy (FITNESS FTW!)and discovered that I am not as creative as I thought, and that I need to think things through more.
Then I watched Fool's Gold. Which was much better than I expected, and I really liked it. Matthew Mcconaughey has abs on his abs. This prompted my deep thinking.
I am into a certain breed of guys. Namely the tall, skinny artsy kind. The ones who you go "Yeah, if I really needed a prom date, he'd be OK." if you were a normal chick. The ones who have really amazing, original thought and aren't afraid to share them. The ones who will sit there and listen to you bitch for hours without interrupting. The ones I always screw things up with. I am addicted to them. They are (Twilight reference!) my brand of heroine. Today I realised why. I couldn't handle being with someone who was so amazing looking that I would never think myself good enough to be with them.
I guess that's good, right? What type of guys are you into? Do you have a reason, or a gut feeling?
And I think I might work out tomorrow. I have a good feeling about it. YAY!
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I've always imagined myself marrying an artsy type guy, who has facial hair and wears black turtlenecks all the time, and speaks in a quiet voice that would be good for reciting poetry.
And I really really like this one guy who plays football and is really popular. I don't know how I found myself entranced with him, maybe because when I first met him, the first thing he did was comfort me, despite the fact that he didn't know what was wrong.
That being your first.. Run in with a person, you'd fall for them, too.
AND I TALKED ON THE PHONE WITH HIM FOR HALF AN HOUR TODAY AND IT WAS AWKWARD AND MARVELOUS AND FEOW;AIJFIOEWFAW.
So moving on. I'm sorry your exercising didn't work out [no pun intended]. You should start off with something small, instead of telling yourself to commit practically your whole day exercising. Walk around your block first thing in the morning. Or do DDR on light mode, instead of easy. Just small things. And you can slowly progress into bigger things if you want to.
Just a thought c:
P.S. I'm glad animal cousin likes makeup-less girls c: That worked out really well, haha.
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