Gone and inspired me (again). Thanks.
Dear perfect-guy-who-doesn't-make-eye-contact,
Did you know I'm infatuated with you? Because I am.
I went and bought an Ella Fitzgerald song after you got all excited about her name being on the whiteboard, and when i asked why you were so excited, you replied that she is was the most amazing jazz singer of all time? Lullaby of Birdland. I think we could probably dance to it at our wedding. It's got a nice beat to it. You made me look at jazz through nonjudgmental eyes. Thank you.
And do you have any clue how thrilled I was when you didn't raise your hand at camp, when the editor asked who had a significant other? Very thrilled.
But you are so... Shy? I'm not sure the word. You're quiet, but not in a withdrawn way, but an observant way. Like you're thinking, "I should take everything in, with no distractions". But you never make eye contact, and when you do, when we're talking and i glance at you out of the corner of my eye, and you are looking at me, it's awesome. Not like "Wooooooaaaah, aaaaawwweeeesommme duuuuude!" but like, the Grand Canyon awesome.
And the best part is, there i a light at the end of this tunnel. This is nothing like the holes I've dug for myself before, there is a chance at something with you. For the first time, something really might work out.
How absolutely crazy is that?
4 comments:
1. I love writing letters to people that I know they'll never see. I have this huge notebook filled with unsent letters, most of them addressed to one person, but tons of them are for a plethora of people.
2. I'm glad you've found a Grand Canyon-ey awesome person, & I hope it does work out. I mean, if he doesn't have a significant other, why wouldn't it? You're rather fly, if I say so myself.
3. I talked to you last night & it was nostalgic.
To Jess or Charlie (if you're reading this),
Is it possible to comment on Charlie's blog anymore? I cannot seem to find the link anywhere.
Thanks for the response, Jess. I hope you are having a better week than I am so far. Poop.
...oh, and it's awesome you are getting into jazz. I love it, I just wish I could play jazz piano worth a flip, though it is fun to mess around with some tunes.
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