Have I posted yet today?

Because I seriously can not remember. And I'm not going to check, because I am feeling lazy.

Here's what's up:

I filmed some stuff today. But my editing software has disappeared. And it was shaping up to be an interesting/artsy type video (which Charlie would have approved of.)

SPEAKING OF WHICH; CHARLIE IS GONE!!!?!?!?!!!!!!

This makes me sad. More sad than you know. Because it does not matter that I never met her in person, nor will I ever, but she was the first real commenter on my blog. And she left really nice comments, and we exchanged writing pieces once. And she was there to talk me through a really confusing time.

And now her blog is gone. After she slowly started to drift away. And in a way, it's like losing contact with a childhood friend. You know you can live without them, because all you really did was learn how to count and how tie your shoes, together, but you really don't want to let them go. Because even if you can go on, you've still lost something.

And now I know that like, one person will read my blog. Which isn't really the point, but it was really cool knowing someone was willing to read it and put a good amount of thought into a really nice, long comment.

Really, it kind of kills a bit of my will to blog. But this isn't the straw that will break the camel's back. I can recover from this.

But still. No one likes losing a friend.
I miss you, Charlie. =[