To me, at least.
So the 25th was my back to school fair. Which isn't at all fair-like. Just a lot of paperwork. And the cool kids from the Medival club. Neat.
But I was looking forward to this because I'm the kind of person who doesn't really get together with people very often. I love hanging out with people, I love it. But people usually think I don't. Because I don't like going out much.
Now, that sounds creepy, like I'm a scary little hermit. But I just like being at home, or someone else's home. I just don't need to go out and spend money to have a good time. But I do like going to parks. That's fun. And free.
But so I was excited about reconnecting with all my pals, but the thing is, they didn't seem to be as enthusiastic as me. And, like always, I was on the outside of the circle. Literally. And I guesss that they'd all hung out this summer. Me, not so much.
So I'm a bit bummed. But I bet things will go back to the way they were as soon as we all see eachother again. Which means i'll be awkward and on the outside, like always. Ah well.
2 comments:
First off, it's funny how the 25th was your school fair, & the 25th was my first day of school, as well as an entire nearby high school.
Like you got to do whatever you do at a school fair, & we all had to have our brains roasted out.
Anyways.
How come you & your friends didn't hang out this summer? At your house or their house or a park? I mean, surely you guys had the time.
& I know what you mean about the not spending money thing. I used to go out with my friends every weekend without a job to replenish my depleting money stash, & looking back on it I think of what an idiot I was. I mean, not the spending time with friends thing. But spending a ton of money I didn't need to be spending every weekend.
God I need a job.
Anyways.
Perhaps you could bond with new people who wont make you feel outside-of-the-circley. Or you could elbow your way back into the circle, it can't be too difficult.
Apparently I'm no good at advice right now.
Not sure why, but reading "like I'm a scary little hermit" made me chuckle.
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